the search

Ever wondered if you would find what you are looking for?

i was pretty new to all the online website things so i guess it was all a bit scary and exciting at the same time, it was good i had someone to help me too. days would go by with many responses and messages but not really anyone suitable or that look or sound safe!

thats the thing when you are into this whole lifestyle it's all very well there being loadsa people out there claiming to be into it all, but are they really safe and do they actually know what they are talking about? i sort of knew what i was looking for but finding it was another question. i want to serve a great Dom/me(s) to experience something new where i can learn and grow in my role as a slave and have People that would be able to show me that. whether it be short or long term....hopefully long term where i can grow fully and make Them happy.

so i got a message from one Guy that looked promising.... exchanged some messages and couple phone calls, also met Him only for a coffee well hot chocolate actully lol, and a walk after, i thought things were going well, everything seemed pretty good afterwards got a great message saying how well it went then gradually no contact, so what happened there? i really am not sure is the answer, but in a way i am glad because it meant i carried on my search and came across this very interesting profile of what looked like a true Dom, and what was better still there was a prospect of serving His Partner too!

Some of the things in His profile did make me wonder if it was something that i want, but there was also this urge telling me that i need to message Him. So i did! and even better He replied! wow did not expect that, then we started to chat more on messenger and with Her too which was great. i also have been lucky enough to talk to Them on the phone....

and now i am sitting here, with just two more nights to go until i get to meet Them! words can't describe how excited and nervous i am about it, i have not been getting much sleep becuase my mind is working overtime just thinking about meeting Them and what may be. i think it is going to be a awsome night and hopefully weekend, if all goes well. so yeah not long to go now, though this week has dragged big time i hope tomorrow goes quickly and friday day and the train is super fast over to Them!