Wednesday, 21 April 2010

far away, but still close

well it's Wednesday and it seems so long since i saw Master and Miss, though got to look forward and know it's only 8 more sleeps till i see them next, and i get to spend 4 nights with Them, how great will that be! i can't wait!

i miss Them lot's and been feeling very odd last couple days, yesterday i was feeling a bit up and down, but was made much better in the evening, when i spoke to Master and Miss for a long time on the phone and although i am far away from Them i felt very close to Them when i talk to Them and things don't seem a problem anymore, especially when they say my special word that They have gifted me with.

Master also rang me up at work at said it! i had to try and control myself, luckily i was alone at the time but someone walked in at the end and i was well a little flustered! but again it brought me close to Him and i imagined i was there with Them Both at their feet serving them.

today.... well a colleague said i was stroppy! didn't think i was that bad, obviously not my normal chirpy self! from what Master and Miss has said to me it's all part of sub drop, and i think its not as bad as it could be because they talked to me about it and pre warned me, so i know what it is. i also think talking to Them a lot in the evenings helps.

getting excited about meeting Them again, i start planning things in my head, like the journey and when i'm going to get my ticket etc as i just want to get there as soon as possible. so not long to go now and i get to be in my place again with Them :)

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