Monday, 19 April 2010

i have been programmed

where do i start? this amazing thing has happened to me that in a way i guess i thought was not possible. how wrong was i!

at the time it was happening when i was being programmed, i know it was an amazing experience but i don't really remember it all as i think i was drifting off into space land! which is not a bad place to be he he and Master said i had a 19 and a half minute orgasm, wow! and now i orgasm with Them saying one little yummy word. it's not really a word that someone would get excited about but it is a special word to me.

it's kinda hard to explain how it makes you feel, but when the word is said, i guess your mind gets taken back to that wonderful experience and even without having to touch your body it reacts and you get this wave sent through you and a build up of excitement till you explode into an orgasm.

it feels so good as it brings you close to Them makes you feel like you are with them even though They maybe miles away at the end of the phone, for that one moment you are connected with Them and feel like you belong. You also feel very owned and controlled because no matter what you are doing or where you are, if They say that word to you, you don't have any control over what your body does, They do. if They want me to have a orgasm while washing up all They have to say is that word.

it is also quite humiliating knowing that you don't have that control and that you have been trained like a dog, a bit like saying to a dog it's favourite food and then they start salivating, well that's what it is like for me. seeing pictures of this object and seeing it written down also sends tingles through me, however it will only work if One of Them say it to me, as They are the Ones that own me and control me and my pleasure. They decide when They want me to orgasm and it brings a lot of warmth knowing that They are so close to me during that moment.

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