i woke up and opened my eyes only to find that i was still in darkness, a little confused i went to move my hands to see what i have over my eyes only to find they have been restrained and i can't move them, tugging slightly at them hearing the chains, heart beating a little faster as a little fear sets in. need to try out my legs i try to curl them up only to be stopped by some more chains and cuffs around my ankles.
i turn my head from side to side feeling that i have full movement there, sighing a little in relief then concentrating again, wondering what is going to happen, i can't see or move, i guess i am tied to the bed, it feels like i am, i don't think i have been moved.
i then suddenly feel something start to vibrate inside me, inside my pussy which causes me to let out a soft moan, again confused, feels so good, but i don't remember anyone putting anything in there, and how did they turn it on. the speed increases my hips move slightly to the vibrator inside me squirming, then hearing a noise like someone clearing their throat, making me jump, ohh i am being watched!
the person does not say anything, i think to myself i hope its Master or Miss, my breathing starts to become deeper as the vibrator works inside me knowing it won't be too long till i will cum. so close to cumming and then the vibrator stops and a big cock gets pushed inside my open mouth muffelling my moans.
i start to suck Him as he pushes deeper inside down my throat trying to choke me and with success, i can do nothing but suck Him using my tongue to give Him pleasure sucking more firmly and deeply till i start to taste his seed, He starts to cum over my face and on my lips and tongue licking it up as much as i can.
just as He pulls out his cock is replaced by another one which i am made to suck, this time it must be a vibe or strap on.... as i continue to suck on the cock i feel a flogger come down onto my right thigh, moaning around the cock gag i have in my mouth, my sight taken from me making my other senses heightened. the flogger comes down again onto the left thigh this time, and again and again, each hit getting that bit harder and that bit closer to my cunt till it hits it and i buck up in reaction to it and the cock gag gets pushed in slightly further and the vibrator starts up again in my hole, being used and beaten the flogger comes down again just over my pussy catching the clit slightly.
my moaning gets louder and louder although it is muffled around the cock, still tasting the cum from Him, thinking it must be Miss that is controlling the cock gag, the strap on maybe. breathing deeper and faster knowing i can not hold on much longer and my thighs start to shake as i explode into an orgasm pulling at the restraints and moaning louder as i gush all my juices out over the vibe and dribbling down my ass cheeks.
as i cum the cock is taken out and replaced by a sweet tasting pussy being pushed into my mouth, as i start to lap up and lick and suck Her pussy as i ride through my orgasm sudden pain but pleasure in my nipples as they are being tugged and bit as i carry on licking Her tasting how good She is till She cums over my face again and i try to lick it all up.
feeling Her move off me i lick my lips tasting them Both, the vibe stops and i can not hear anything anymore, have They left or are they watching?
Tuesday, 27 April 2010
Sunday, 25 April 2010
long weekend
It seemed like a pretty long weekend, but on the bright side only 4 more sleeps to go! did give me a bit of time to think about a few things and get a little lost in thought about next weekend with my Master and Miss when i get to spend 4 nights with them :)
i started to wonder about things that may happen next weekend or in the future, like when i have got over my fear of the hoods and can wear them without hyperventilating lol, i may be able to wear the puppy hood and get all dressed up for Master and Miss as their little puppy bitch and crawl around on all fours only allowed to communicate through barking, lapping up water from a bowl.
If puppy is lucky i may feel Master's big cock come up behind me and He fucks His puppy on all fours, arse high up in the air, fucking me hard and fast like a bitch. also i may get to lick Miss' tasty pussy and lick all Her juices up giving Her pleasure and making Her cum as Master pounds away at His bitch feeling Him use me till He cums too.
Also just looking forward to being with Them and being able to serve them and bring them drinks and stuff, making sure they are happy. being dressed in what they wish so i look presentable and pleasing to them. Trying new things, being new things, just generally excited about having all those new experiences with my Master and Miss, knowing that most if not all the time i am with Them my pussy is going to be flooded.
Also with this new control they have over me and my orgasms is very special, so not much longer now and i get to be where i belong with Them.
i started to wonder about things that may happen next weekend or in the future, like when i have got over my fear of the hoods and can wear them without hyperventilating lol, i may be able to wear the puppy hood and get all dressed up for Master and Miss as their little puppy bitch and crawl around on all fours only allowed to communicate through barking, lapping up water from a bowl.
If puppy is lucky i may feel Master's big cock come up behind me and He fucks His puppy on all fours, arse high up in the air, fucking me hard and fast like a bitch. also i may get to lick Miss' tasty pussy and lick all Her juices up giving Her pleasure and making Her cum as Master pounds away at His bitch feeling Him use me till He cums too.
Also just looking forward to being with Them and being able to serve them and bring them drinks and stuff, making sure they are happy. being dressed in what they wish so i look presentable and pleasing to them. Trying new things, being new things, just generally excited about having all those new experiences with my Master and Miss, knowing that most if not all the time i am with Them my pussy is going to be flooded.
Also with this new control they have over me and my orgasms is very special, so not much longer now and i get to be where i belong with Them.
Thursday, 22 April 2010
being used :)
very much looking forward to next Thursday as i get to go to Master and Miss again. Miss is getting a new strap on which She wants to try out and guess who She gets to try it on :) looking forward to when i have to go in the bedroom and wait for Her, sitting there getting excited, all dressed up in my pink dolly clothes, make up done special and pink collar round my throat.
hearing the door open i peek up seeing Miss there all dressed up looking amazing with the red strap on Her, She points to the floor where i kneel down and take the dildo into my mouth sucking it deeply making it all wet and sloppy, when Miss is satisfied and had enough with my mouth She puts a nice red ball gag into my mouth wrapping my lips around it till its secured tightly.
She then orders me to go onto the bed onto all fours, so i do and i get myself into position my arse high up in the air and breasts hanging down with my hard nipples sticking out, back arched and head lowered towards the bed. my creamy thighs slide open knowing i am open to Her and to be used how She feels. knowing my folds are so so wet from the anticipation of feeling Her use me and pleasing Her.
i then feel the tip of the red cock against my wet pussy hole and Miss is teasing slightly, moaning through my ball gag i move up a bit to meet the cock to invite it in, then suddenly Miss pushes forward and i feel Her going deep inside me, muffled moans can be heard from around the gag as She starts to use Her little slut hard, hips bucking back against it as i feel the cock go all the way in then out again, feeling Miss' fingers wrap into my hair and taking a tight grip as She fucks Her whore.
then Master comes in watching His dolly slut get fucked by Miss, coming in front of me He replaces the ball gag with His hard cock lips wrapping around Him tasting Him moaning around His cock wanting to take Him in deep as i get fucked by Miss, Her grip in my hair guiding me up and down on His cock, feeling very lucky that two holes are being used to serve at the same time, knowing how wet and sticky i am between my legs.
gasping as he pushes deep and i feel Master's cock go down my throat slurping and sucking Him, then Miss pulls out and swaps places with Master as He starts to fuck His slut and i start to suck my juices from Her red cock, She reaches under pinching my nipples and grabbing my tits feeling Her nails scratch along them.
Master is using His whore for His pleasure as He fucks harder and faster, once i have cleaned the red cock with my tongue, Miss gets up and they start to take it in turns fucking Their slut, using me as they wish my juices flowing everywhere all over my thighs having lost count as to how many orgasms i've had. then feeling Master cum hard inside me, i am then turned around by my hair and lick and suck both cocks clean making sure not to leave any of my juices on them.
Wednesday, 21 April 2010
far away, but still close
well it's Wednesday and it seems so long since i saw Master and Miss, though got to look forward and know it's only 8 more sleeps till i see them next, and i get to spend 4 nights with Them, how great will that be! i can't wait!
i miss Them lot's and been feeling very odd last couple days, yesterday i was feeling a bit up and down, but was made much better in the evening, when i spoke to Master and Miss for a long time on the phone and although i am far away from Them i felt very close to Them when i talk to Them and things don't seem a problem anymore, especially when they say my special word that They have gifted me with.
Master also rang me up at work at said it! i had to try and control myself, luckily i was alone at the time but someone walked in at the end and i was well a little flustered! but again it brought me close to Him and i imagined i was there with Them Both at their feet serving them.
today.... well a colleague said i was stroppy! didn't think i was that bad, obviously not my normal chirpy self! from what Master and Miss has said to me it's all part of sub drop, and i think its not as bad as it could be because they talked to me about it and pre warned me, so i know what it is. i also think talking to Them a lot in the evenings helps.
getting excited about meeting Them again, i start planning things in my head, like the journey and when i'm going to get my ticket etc as i just want to get there as soon as possible. so not long to go now and i get to be in my place again with Them :)
i miss Them lot's and been feeling very odd last couple days, yesterday i was feeling a bit up and down, but was made much better in the evening, when i spoke to Master and Miss for a long time on the phone and although i am far away from Them i felt very close to Them when i talk to Them and things don't seem a problem anymore, especially when they say my special word that They have gifted me with.
Master also rang me up at work at said it! i had to try and control myself, luckily i was alone at the time but someone walked in at the end and i was well a little flustered! but again it brought me close to Him and i imagined i was there with Them Both at their feet serving them.
today.... well a colleague said i was stroppy! didn't think i was that bad, obviously not my normal chirpy self! from what Master and Miss has said to me it's all part of sub drop, and i think its not as bad as it could be because they talked to me about it and pre warned me, so i know what it is. i also think talking to Them a lot in the evenings helps.
getting excited about meeting Them again, i start planning things in my head, like the journey and when i'm going to get my ticket etc as i just want to get there as soon as possible. so not long to go now and i get to be in my place again with Them :)
Monday, 19 April 2010
i have been programmed
where do i start? this amazing thing has happened to me that in a way i guess i thought was not possible. how wrong was i!
at the time it was happening when i was being programmed, i know it was an amazing experience but i don't really remember it all as i think i was drifting off into space land! which is not a bad place to be he he and Master said i had a 19 and a half minute orgasm, wow! and now i orgasm with Them saying one little yummy word. it's not really a word that someone would get excited about but it is a special word to me.
it's kinda hard to explain how it makes you feel, but when the word is said, i guess your mind gets taken back to that wonderful experience and even without having to touch your body it reacts and you get this wave sent through you and a build up of excitement till you explode into an orgasm.
it feels so good as it brings you close to Them makes you feel like you are with them even though They maybe miles away at the end of the phone, for that one moment you are connected with Them and feel like you belong. You also feel very owned and controlled because no matter what you are doing or where you are, if They say that word to you, you don't have any control over what your body does, They do. if They want me to have a orgasm while washing up all They have to say is that word.
it is also quite humiliating knowing that you don't have that control and that you have been trained like a dog, a bit like saying to a dog it's favourite food and then they start salivating, well that's what it is like for me. seeing pictures of this object and seeing it written down also sends tingles through me, however it will only work if One of Them say it to me, as They are the Ones that own me and control me and my pleasure. They decide when They want me to orgasm and it brings a lot of warmth knowing that They are so close to me during that moment.
at the time it was happening when i was being programmed, i know it was an amazing experience but i don't really remember it all as i think i was drifting off into space land! which is not a bad place to be he he and Master said i had a 19 and a half minute orgasm, wow! and now i orgasm with Them saying one little yummy word. it's not really a word that someone would get excited about but it is a special word to me.
it's kinda hard to explain how it makes you feel, but when the word is said, i guess your mind gets taken back to that wonderful experience and even without having to touch your body it reacts and you get this wave sent through you and a build up of excitement till you explode into an orgasm.
it feels so good as it brings you close to Them makes you feel like you are with them even though They maybe miles away at the end of the phone, for that one moment you are connected with Them and feel like you belong. You also feel very owned and controlled because no matter what you are doing or where you are, if They say that word to you, you don't have any control over what your body does, They do. if They want me to have a orgasm while washing up all They have to say is that word.
it is also quite humiliating knowing that you don't have that control and that you have been trained like a dog, a bit like saying to a dog it's favourite food and then they start salivating, well that's what it is like for me. seeing pictures of this object and seeing it written down also sends tingles through me, however it will only work if One of Them say it to me, as They are the Ones that own me and control me and my pleasure. They decide when They want me to orgasm and it brings a lot of warmth knowing that They are so close to me during that moment.
Sunday, 18 April 2010
the past 24 hours...
The past 24 hours is a bit of a mind blowing blur, but i shall do my best!
OK so it came to 6 o clock Saturday and i had my special collar put on by Him, He explained what it meant and i got my new slave name, which i am very happy about, i feel complete knowing i belong to two wonderful Dom/mes.
it's time to overcome a fear of mine....hoods, well start to anyway! i was pretty scared to try on the hood, it was a rubber one that was very tight, but of course i trust Him and i do want to learn new things and try to overcome it. i was grateful He was there holding my hand as Master put it over my head and just seemed so tight and close there were two holes for my eyes and a hole for my mouth. i guess i had in on for about 5 minutes, i was glad to have it off again but at the same time glad i had tried it. then i tried on the puppy hood, it didn't seem quite as scary as the other hood as it didn't seem quite as closed in, i kept trying it on for an hour and once i got my breathing under control a bit more i started to relax more and felt a bit more comfortable in it.
i was taken into the bedroom for a medical exam, again another new experience, Miss looked so good in Her Matron uniform! i really enjoyed the exam while i was tied to the bed then the next hour or so after that i don't quite remember that much but i know it was amazing and i went very spacey and learnt that a certain word can do wonderful things to me, both when Master and Miss say it, it takes me back to that wonderful feeling in the bedroom that They gifted me with and somehow everything seems good.
i've lost all concept of time again, not that it really matters as i am with Them. Later on i was taken into the playroom and something i had been a little interested in, i was about to experience and find out if i like it! i was turned into Daddy and Mummy's little baby girl with a nappy and baby clothes on, which made me feel all strangely warm inside. i spent the night has a Their baby sucking on dummy and colouring in, also making my nappy all full with juices. Mummy put me to bed with my teddies and i slept very well last night and very comforted.
woke up with a smile on my face and i had a baking dress on ready to bake some cookies for Them, i think they turned out ok and think They like them! the washing up was also made fun by Them coming in and whispering that certain word in my ear that makes me feel all good inside and cum. by this point i have totally lost count how many times i have cum its got to be well over a 100!
now i am feeling pretty used as i was made up by Master all pretty, He did my make up and dressed me up so i was Their dolly slut whore, i was quite amazed how much i looked different with all my make up, my hair and pretty clothes on. They used Their dolly a lot, i was lucky enough to be fucked by Miss and Master, i felt very special to be able to taste them Both too. i was then taken to that spacey place again cumming over and over till i didn't think i could cum again and then She would make me cum again!
i also experienced Miss' skills at rope being tied to a chair, made to feel special again. kinda don't want to go home tonight, but know it won't be too long until i get to come back and serve and be their slave girl again :)
OK so it came to 6 o clock Saturday and i had my special collar put on by Him, He explained what it meant and i got my new slave name, which i am very happy about, i feel complete knowing i belong to two wonderful Dom/mes.
it's time to overcome a fear of mine....hoods, well start to anyway! i was pretty scared to try on the hood, it was a rubber one that was very tight, but of course i trust Him and i do want to learn new things and try to overcome it. i was grateful He was there holding my hand as Master put it over my head and just seemed so tight and close there were two holes for my eyes and a hole for my mouth. i guess i had in on for about 5 minutes, i was glad to have it off again but at the same time glad i had tried it. then i tried on the puppy hood, it didn't seem quite as scary as the other hood as it didn't seem quite as closed in, i kept trying it on for an hour and once i got my breathing under control a bit more i started to relax more and felt a bit more comfortable in it.
i was taken into the bedroom for a medical exam, again another new experience, Miss looked so good in Her Matron uniform! i really enjoyed the exam while i was tied to the bed then the next hour or so after that i don't quite remember that much but i know it was amazing and i went very spacey and learnt that a certain word can do wonderful things to me, both when Master and Miss say it, it takes me back to that wonderful feeling in the bedroom that They gifted me with and somehow everything seems good.
i've lost all concept of time again, not that it really matters as i am with Them. Later on i was taken into the playroom and something i had been a little interested in, i was about to experience and find out if i like it! i was turned into Daddy and Mummy's little baby girl with a nappy and baby clothes on, which made me feel all strangely warm inside. i spent the night has a Their baby sucking on dummy and colouring in, also making my nappy all full with juices. Mummy put me to bed with my teddies and i slept very well last night and very comforted.
woke up with a smile on my face and i had a baking dress on ready to bake some cookies for Them, i think they turned out ok and think They like them! the washing up was also made fun by Them coming in and whispering that certain word in my ear that makes me feel all good inside and cum. by this point i have totally lost count how many times i have cum its got to be well over a 100!
now i am feeling pretty used as i was made up by Master all pretty, He did my make up and dressed me up so i was Their dolly slut whore, i was quite amazed how much i looked different with all my make up, my hair and pretty clothes on. They used Their dolly a lot, i was lucky enough to be fucked by Miss and Master, i felt very special to be able to taste them Both too. i was then taken to that spacey place again cumming over and over till i didn't think i could cum again and then She would make me cum again!
i also experienced Miss' skills at rope being tied to a chair, made to feel special again. kinda don't want to go home tonight, but know it won't be too long until i get to come back and serve and be their slave girl again :)
Saturday, 17 April 2010
The Friday night...
One word... wow!
So Friday 6pm i have finally finished work, never thought i would get out of that door! Rushing to get ready and get the tube, it was probably the slowest tube journey ever! Finally made it to the station and got on the train to be told oh i can't get on this train.... by this time i just want to get there! anyway it got sorted in the end and i am finally on the train on the way to Them, how nervous am i?!!!
One stop to go almost there, announcement on the train saying only a new minutes away and i feel my heart beating faster, thoughts going through my mind, hoping everything will go okay, i sort of knew deep down that they would. Ok, so pulling up at the station now, heart really starts to go walking out of the train i'm thinking look for tall Dominate Man dressed in black, looking ahead i think i see Him, is it Him, it must be, well i'm walking towards Him now and He smiles yes it definately is Him!
Wonderful welcome, got that tingling feeling in my stomach, only get it with true Dominant Men and Women, it's hard to explain but when i get that feeling i know its good and right! now i get to meet Her too, nerves start to build all over again, deep breaths, the door opens and there She is, another true Dominant.
An hour or two into the night after a few drinks i started to relax a little more, and no They are not murderers! It is going very well and i got shown around including the playroom, some lovely toys and things in there, then She gave me a wonderful welcome, again i got that tingling feeling, amazing!
It got to about 1am and things got a little more intense and put it this way i have no idea how many times i came on the sofa with them Both. then in a bit of a state i was gifted with a collar around my neck and She stripped me of my 'normal' clothes and put me in some special pretty clothes a skirt and gorgeous corset.
it wasn't long until we went into the bedroom to watch a film, although i did not see anything of the film as i spent most of it cumming, it was amazing and They were wonderful. i have not experienced anything like it and i have only been here a night! i am not sure what time we crashed in the end as i lost all concept of time by then!
i am very much looking forward to the rest of the weekend and many more amazing times ahead of belonging to Them.
So Friday 6pm i have finally finished work, never thought i would get out of that door! Rushing to get ready and get the tube, it was probably the slowest tube journey ever! Finally made it to the station and got on the train to be told oh i can't get on this train.... by this time i just want to get there! anyway it got sorted in the end and i am finally on the train on the way to Them, how nervous am i?!!!
One stop to go almost there, announcement on the train saying only a new minutes away and i feel my heart beating faster, thoughts going through my mind, hoping everything will go okay, i sort of knew deep down that they would. Ok, so pulling up at the station now, heart really starts to go walking out of the train i'm thinking look for tall Dominate Man dressed in black, looking ahead i think i see Him, is it Him, it must be, well i'm walking towards Him now and He smiles yes it definately is Him!
Wonderful welcome, got that tingling feeling in my stomach, only get it with true Dominant Men and Women, it's hard to explain but when i get that feeling i know its good and right! now i get to meet Her too, nerves start to build all over again, deep breaths, the door opens and there She is, another true Dominant.
An hour or two into the night after a few drinks i started to relax a little more, and no They are not murderers! It is going very well and i got shown around including the playroom, some lovely toys and things in there, then She gave me a wonderful welcome, again i got that tingling feeling, amazing!
It got to about 1am and things got a little more intense and put it this way i have no idea how many times i came on the sofa with them Both. then in a bit of a state i was gifted with a collar around my neck and She stripped me of my 'normal' clothes and put me in some special pretty clothes a skirt and gorgeous corset.
it wasn't long until we went into the bedroom to watch a film, although i did not see anything of the film as i spent most of it cumming, it was amazing and They were wonderful. i have not experienced anything like it and i have only been here a night! i am not sure what time we crashed in the end as i lost all concept of time by then!
i am very much looking forward to the rest of the weekend and many more amazing times ahead of belonging to Them.
Wednesday, 14 April 2010
the search
Ever wondered if you would find what you are looking for?
i was pretty new to all the online website things so i guess it was all a bit scary and exciting at the same time, it was good i had someone to help me too. days would go by with many responses and messages but not really anyone suitable or that look or sound safe!
thats the thing when you are into this whole lifestyle it's all very well there being loadsa people out there claiming to be into it all, but are they really safe and do they actually know what they are talking about? i sort of knew what i was looking for but finding it was another question. i want to serve a great Dom/me(s) to experience something new where i can learn and grow in my role as a slave and have People that would be able to show me that. whether it be short or long term....hopefully long term where i can grow fully and make Them happy.
so i got a message from one Guy that looked promising.... exchanged some messages and couple phone calls, also met Him only for a coffee well hot chocolate actully lol, and a walk after, i thought things were going well, everything seemed pretty good afterwards got a great message saying how well it went then gradually no contact, so what happened there? i really am not sure is the answer, but in a way i am glad because it meant i carried on my search and came across this very interesting profile of what looked like a true Dom, and what was better still there was a prospect of serving His Partner too!
Some of the things in His profile did make me wonder if it was something that i want, but there was also this urge telling me that i need to message Him. So i did! and even better He replied! wow did not expect that, then we started to chat more on messenger and with Her too which was great. i also have been lucky enough to talk to Them on the phone....
and now i am sitting here, with just two more nights to go until i get to meet Them! words can't describe how excited and nervous i am about it, i have not been getting much sleep becuase my mind is working overtime just thinking about meeting Them and what may be. i think it is going to be a awsome night and hopefully weekend, if all goes well. so yeah not long to go now, though this week has dragged big time i hope tomorrow goes quickly and friday day and the train is super fast over to Them!
i was pretty new to all the online website things so i guess it was all a bit scary and exciting at the same time, it was good i had someone to help me too. days would go by with many responses and messages but not really anyone suitable or that look or sound safe!
thats the thing when you are into this whole lifestyle it's all very well there being loadsa people out there claiming to be into it all, but are they really safe and do they actually know what they are talking about? i sort of knew what i was looking for but finding it was another question. i want to serve a great Dom/me(s) to experience something new where i can learn and grow in my role as a slave and have People that would be able to show me that. whether it be short or long term....hopefully long term where i can grow fully and make Them happy.
so i got a message from one Guy that looked promising.... exchanged some messages and couple phone calls, also met Him only for a coffee well hot chocolate actully lol, and a walk after, i thought things were going well, everything seemed pretty good afterwards got a great message saying how well it went then gradually no contact, so what happened there? i really am not sure is the answer, but in a way i am glad because it meant i carried on my search and came across this very interesting profile of what looked like a true Dom, and what was better still there was a prospect of serving His Partner too!
Some of the things in His profile did make me wonder if it was something that i want, but there was also this urge telling me that i need to message Him. So i did! and even better He replied! wow did not expect that, then we started to chat more on messenger and with Her too which was great. i also have been lucky enough to talk to Them on the phone....
and now i am sitting here, with just two more nights to go until i get to meet Them! words can't describe how excited and nervous i am about it, i have not been getting much sleep becuase my mind is working overtime just thinking about meeting Them and what may be. i think it is going to be a awsome night and hopefully weekend, if all goes well. so yeah not long to go now, though this week has dragged big time i hope tomorrow goes quickly and friday day and the train is super fast over to Them!
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