i first started to think dirty things when i was about 14/15 and well it kinda grew from there, i had a boyfriend, well a slightly older boyfriend, and we just started to explore some very basic things like being tied to the bed with his ties and i found it quite exciting so i started to search on the net and find out more about it all and what its about.
and the thoughts grew from there and i found more and more things started to turn me on and i would get excited about it all. most of my relationships have been with Doms or Dommes, having had a Master to begin with then introduced to a Mistress, which i think was my first experience with another women! as i had been thinking a lot about having experiences with a Women and being dominated and used and well i got curious.
i was still pretty young then and i guess i just wanted to 'see what it was all about' going to meet her i was pretty nervous and probably not very safe about it all, but then it turned out i was to be with her for about two years, during that time i went to the ball and had a few new experiences there, which was actually on my 18th birthday! just legal :)
after splitting from her and being with another Dom for couple years while i was at Uni, then afterwards seeing another one but on and off, there was something i was craving more i guess. there was a time when i was thinking what am i doing, is this normal etc, and tried not to think about it but it kept coming back to it and i wanted to be owned and serve. especially after having a couple of years of not doing much at all.
During that time i found myself reading stories on the Internet and some things i would read would turn me on but they would be really dirty things and i kinda wanted to read them but not at the same time, however my pussy would seem to like them! and i guess i started to think about things more and wanting to make some things into reality. when asked what i am into etc i would say most of the usual things i guess, like bondage, control and serving. although some of the things i have read about that i found exciting but wasn't too sure of i wouldn't really say about as i guess in some way i was a bit scared in saying them and wouldn't know how to really.
Then i found my Master and Miss, and it's kinda scary cause Master seems to know what is going on in my head and the same thing happens when He starts to talk about really dirty and i guess extreme things, i seem to get turned on by it and He knows it. so yes kinda busted on that front but it is comforting to know that they know and, that i am with the right Owners. i just find it hard to express my thoughts sometimes but i think Master and Miss are starting to help bring that out of me.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment