Monday, 31 May 2010

walkies with my Owners

Last night i got to dress in one of my favourite outfits again, my rubber suit, this time i was going to be a dirty slut rubber puppy again. tis pretty exciting being dressed up in the suit knowing what is to become and going to happen.

The same rules apply, once i have the puppy hood on i was no longer human and could only communicate in a way a puppy would, barking, once for no and twice for yes, howling and also begging like a puppy would, kneeling up with paws in front of me. i was only allowed to crawl around on all fours accept when begging.





i was very lucky this time as both my Owners were taking me out for walkies to the park this time. Before we left, Miss put a small electric plug up my arse that pulsated constantly, reminding me of my place and what i am, as well as my arse being sore from the canning Miss gave me earlier and the strokes i got across my tits from Master.

Miss took me out to the park and on the way there were a few people out and about which made me a bit nervous, but knew i was safe, we got to a place in the park where i knelt down and Miss put my puppy hood on and took my coat off so i could be a proper rubber puppy in the park for Miss and Master.








Master joined us too and i first got taken out for a walk on the lead, it being a very tight lead having to heel and keep close to Master so i wouldn't stray too far. then we stopped and Master said it was time to get a little bit of exercise and play fetch, so He got out the ball threw it pretty far so i couldn't see it at first in the distance but had to go the general direction and i soon saw it and then knocked it back with my paws back to my Owners.








When i got back and pushed the ball close to Masters feet i sat up and begged to play again, Miss got the special squeaky toy out and squeaked it around so i could follow it, then She threw the squeaky bone for me to fetch again, so i went off fast as i could before fetching it then crawling back again with the bone, arse high in the air wriggling it around as i crawled on all fours like a puppy slut.







After i few times of fetching the bone, Miss let me have a little rest and told me to roll over onto my back like puppy's do. so i rolled over with my legs and paws up in the air and Miss gave me special belly rubs that got my teats and puppy cunt very excited and i started howling as i came while Miss gave me belly rubs.



After a little rest, Miss hooked me back up to the lead and started to lead me over to the trees as it was time for puppy slut to relieve herself. i had to make sure to try keep up with Miss as She walked as the lead would get very tight and pull if i didn't keep up. We got the trees and Master tied the lead to the tree so i could not go any where then They said They are leaving me there while they go off a bit and told me to pee.

i started to get nervous as as i was left in the dark park in the trees tied up on all fours as a puppy. with quite a full bladder i had no choice but to start to pee on all fours by the trees, not knowing where my Owners were and who may be watching me. The whole situation was quite scary but exciting which made me cum.

After a while, i tried to move a little to see if i could spot my Owners but i could hardly move after having been tied up quite tightly and it was dark and i could not see them. Then i heard their voices and They were coming back for me. They saw what dirty puppy i had been with peeing and cumming while tied up. They untied me and started to walk me back home again on a tight lead, having enjoyed my time out with Master and Miss in the park.

Saturday, 29 May 2010

Presents

i am a very lucky and special girl. i have lots of gifts that were brought for me to enhance me as a slave and use to please my Owners. i got lots of clothes, one being a super girl outfit that looks really cool and fits very snugly. i also went out with Master to the clothes shop and i got a black dress that fits very well, a white crochet dress with big holes that looks pretty sexy with underwear on, or not! Also a tan nurses uniform and a leopard skin bustier that will be part of my hooker outfit.

When we got home we came back to more parcels and i was allowed to open them, one was some squeaky toys for puppy play, which will be lots of fun, the others were my secretary outfit, which includes some high heel white shoes, and sexy polka dot and black dress and some reading glasses to match. These will get all tested out very soon!

Other presents included a white fur coat, a big towel sheet to use for nappies and a make up pencil sharpener to encourage me to use make up and practice more at home. Miss has also told me that i have a special gift that She is going to give me when She gets back tomorrow, how lucky am i! i am very loved.

Today Master said we are going to try out the secretary outfit and put it in use, which is very exciting. i put the high heels, tight dress and also some black fishnet stockings and suspender belt. Master did my make up and hair and i looked like a sexy secretary that was ready to seduce her boss! i also had electric pads either side of my nipples so the time i am a secretary i have a tingling at my breasts, which Master can turn up or down however He wishes.

The first thing i was to do in my new role is to do a test, a spelling test! so i sat down with my note pad and pen, put my reading glasses on and waited to listen for what the next words were going to be. Now not being too hot with spelling i was getting a bit nervous as i knew that if i were to get any wrong i was going to get punished with one stroke for each one wrong.

The first few were called out and i thought i was doing alright, by the time i got to the tenth one my hopes had gone down a bit, i certainly knew i got some wrong. i sat there nervously while Master marked them and then told me to kneel down across the stool so my arse was exposed to Him, so i knew i got at lest one wrong, and i was to find out what i got wrong as we went along with the strokes.




Master started with the first and read the correct spelling out, i had to repeat it with the correct spelling and if i still got it wrong i had two strokes of the crop across my arse. with the electric on my tits and feeling pretty nervous, this was harder then its sounds! i had to concentrate quite a bit and try not to be to much of a bimbo! so it got to 4 strokes of the crop and there were still more i had got wrong, by this time my arse was getting stingy and hot.




By the time Master got to the end of the list, i had got 7 spellings wrong and 8 strokes of the crop across my arse. it felt very hot and i think i will be having a few marks there for a while, He showed me my marks in the mirror too.


next i was to sit down at the desk and start to write this blog, which has taken a lot longer then normal. i am currently sat in the chair with my ankles chained to the legs and my wrists hand cuffed and chained to the chair arm so i can still type. i also still have the electrodes attached to my tits and a ball gag in my mouth.

Reason why it is taking so long is because Master keeps putting the boost on the tits so i get a bit distracted and it gets turned up every now and then too, making it hard not to orgasm the whole time. He has also let me orgasm quite a lot by playing with my wet cunt and hard nipples. it is getting very wet between my thighs now!

Friday, 14 May 2010

surprise presents

i am in such a wonderful place right now, i have two amazing Owners who love me and trust me so much, and i do Them. That in itself is the biggest present anyone could ever give me. to be accepted as who i am and love me for it, and want to teach me new things and generally have the best experiences together!

The other day Master told me he had sent me a couple of things, which is very exciting....i didn't really expect to get anything for a 2-3 days but to my amazement when i got home from work the next day, sitting on the table were two parcels. i thought wow that was quick, i knew it was from Him as i wasn't expecting anything else.

so i hurried into my bedroom settled on my bed and opened them very excited, i opened the smaller one first and took it out the packaging, a huge grin formed on my face as i looked at it, omg Daddy had sent me the awesome dummy He showed me few days before, its a pretty pink one that says on the front 'princess in training' how cool is that cause Daddy and Mummy call me Their princess too.

so while i was opening the second parcel i couldn't help but suckle on the dummy, getting excited all over again i managed to get it open, this one a little more difficult to get into to, but i got there and it was a set of nappies! not just any nappies though, special ones with princess' on them to match my dummy!

i can not wait to try the nappies on and have Daddy put it on me, and how it will look with my tushie and bum bum in it. i also sent Daddy a few pictures with my new dummy in, posing for Him, and i put my hair into bunches so He could see what i look like all cute and that.

to make my day even more special i found out that Mummy has got me a present too! now i feel really special i did not expect any of this! so having watched Mummy on cam a little bit doing what She does soooo expertly using rope to tie someone up, as i love to watch Her do that and it looks so pretty at the end too.

i spoke to Mummy on the phone and kinda hinted that Daddy said You got a present for me, and she guessed i wanted to know what it is. Mummy said i would have to beg really well to find out what the present is. so i started begging, but not very well i don't think, She gave me some hints and i think i may of got a little bit better as She told me that the present is very very special jewelery for a very very special girl!

wow and i do feel very very special. But She said if i wanted to know more then i would have to beg a lot better then i did! i do kinda like surprises sometimes but this has made me feel very curious too! so unless i do get very good at begging, i think i am going to have to wait until i see Them next to find out what it is and also be a very good girl too.

i am so very excited about seeing Them and feel so lucky and special to have Them as my Owners :)

Sunday, 9 May 2010

being a real rubber puppy



every weekend i visit Master and Miss i am very lucky as i get more and more experiences doing things that i thought i would never do!

i was lucky enough to be put in a rubber suit again and be tied to a chair in the bedroom by Miss and being Their rubber dolly plaything again. i had a rubber hood on and also the re-breather mask on too. sat in the corner helpless with a vibrator in me and electric on my tits, which was a strange tingly sensation. i was left in the bedroom tied, blindfolded and vibrating, letting my mind wonder as i came over and over.

Miss and Master then came in and i had the blindfold taken off me, Miss looked very sexy and Master looked great with His new haircut! They fucked me a little with the vibrator then i was again lucky to watch Them play on the bed, which really turned me on too.

after cumming i don't know how many times, i was released from the chair and the vibrator and electric off. i was then transformed into a puppy! i had a hood on and some muffs on my hands to make them into paws and i was only allowed to bark or howl. it was strange when i looked at myself in the mirror and saw a puppy looking back!




First i played fetch with Master for a little bit chasing after the ball and bringing it back with my paws. He also took photo's of me while i was begging and also playing dead and walking around. and then i practiced walking to heel so He attached me to a lead and held me in tightly. i enjoyed doing that. He also gave me lot's of belly rubs which made puppy cum a lot.

Master had talked of taking me out to park for a walk before which had excited me at the thought of doing it, but i didn't think it would actually happen last night! Then Master said it was time for walkies to the park and i was pretty nervous but excited too.

We got to the park and then i had my hood back on and put back on the lead, went onto all fours and walked about with Master in the park. He also took me off the lead so i could play fetch with Him. i would chase after the ball and bring it back to Him so i could beg and have it thrown again. it made me quite aware being out in the park in public as a puppy, also very exciting and fun.

i was put back onto the lead and made to walk to heel and taken into the trees. Master tied me up to the tree and said He was going for a walk and leaving me there. i was pretty scared being left on my own as a puppy on all fours tied to a tree. when i looked around i couldn't see Him, then after a little bit He came back and i was happy i was back with my Owner.

Master told me to relieve myself next on all fours next to a tree, i was very nervous about doing it and it was very humiliating. i kinda squatted a bit and it took a while but i eventually started to pee on the floor on all fours in the middle of the park! never thought i would be doing that! Master let me cum too lot's then walked me back to heel on the way home.

it was amazing experience, i was certainly very wet and it was fun too. as i said never thought i would be playing as a rubber puppy couple of months ago!

Tuesday, 4 May 2010

rubber puppy

Master and Miss took me into the playroom and told me i was going to be transformed today, and They brought out the rubber suit, a smile curved on my lips as i saw it, knowing how good the rubber feels against my skin. climbing into it so the suit became part of me and a then a hood was put over my head, catching a glimpse in the mirror i saw myself looking like a rubber puppy. a longer nose and ears, then mitts were put on my hands so they couldn't be used and i felt something cold against my arsehole and something being pushed up inside, gasping then it stopped lodged inside, a plug of some sort.



i felt a slap against my arse and told to wriggle it, feeling something heavy the plug moving slightly inside, then i realised it was a tail so i looked like a real puppy. i was told i was only allowed to crawl o all fours and bark and howl, i was not allowed to walk or talk. i was lead into the other room where a cage was set out and two bowls set down, one with water in it and one had nothing in it yet.



Master and Miss sat down and i followed on all fours, Miss had a crop in Her hand and brought it down against my arse leading me to Master's cock where i started to lick Him making little howling noises as i licked His big hard cock and was pushed down into my throat, my teats were pinched and groped as i sucked and licked Him, before turning me around and taking me from behind fucking me hard while i was on all fours, feeling my tail moving inside my arsehole as He fucked me hard till He came, and my puppy cunt hole was gushing wet with my juice and His cum.



with my hole so wet i was left with it dribbling down my legs as i crawled over to Miss and licked Her wet pussy and clit, lapping it up sucking in Her clit and flicking my tongue over it, enjoying the taste of Her pussy, as i was lapping away i felt something big being pushed hard up inside my puppy cunt hole, it felt like i was being stretched very wide, gasping and howling into Miss' pussy as i was being filled up in both holes. it was pushed in and out of my fuck hole hard and roughly and then it seemed to be pushed in even further till it stayed in and my cunt gripped around it holding it in place, being left filled while i lap at Miss' pussy till She came over my tongue drinking it all up.



i was allowed to have a drink from the bowl told only to use my tongue and lap up the water, once i was done another big dildo looking thing was brought out, this time to put into my mouth, whimpering slightly before Master pushed it in and it was fixed inside my mouth keeping it open and wide and i could feel it start to go down my throat a bit, all three holes were filled and stretched and i was kept like that, being told i was being prepared, prepared for what i thought.

i was put into my cage for a while with all my holes filled, and also chained to the cage via my collar. my cunt hole feeling so so stretched but also knowing how wet it is, jaw starting to ache a bit with the big dildo gag in my puppy mouth. Master and Miss go about their business while i am left locked in the cage, holes filled being reminded of my place.

'Walkies' i suddenly hear Master shout, tilting my head as He comes over and unlocks the cage and the chain to my collar. He then takes out the dildo gag which is a relief and then the big cock inside my cunt hole knowing it will be followed with lots of cum juice dripping down my legs, looking up to Him hearing Miss say 'you dirty bitch'. Attaching a lead to my collar they pull me along heading for the door leaving me with cum down my legs.

a little surprised they start leading me outside i crawl along on all fours cautious as to if anyone will see, what will they think? the lead me over to the park and start to play fetch with me, with a toy bone. i bound over to where they threw the bone was and picked it up in my mouth dropping it by their feet ready to be thrown again.

this time when they threw it i started to bound after it but another dog got there first, stopping and watching the dog a little nervous he caught me looking at him and got interested still carrying the bone he came over to me and i started backing away only to hear Master shout 'stay!' doing as i was told i stayed still on all fours the dog dropped the bone and started to sniff me going round to my arse and cunt hole, he must of been able to smell the juices then he started licking. feeling his rough tongue glide against my cunt lips and catch my clit now and then, i started to whine a little, howling as i came, feeling humiliated as i just cum while a dog was licking me.

thinking he must be finished now, all of a sudden i felt a huge weight on my back and paws around my belly, he had climbed on top of me, then feeling a big hard cock against me, he started to pound away till he got his huge cock inside me, it felt as big as the dildo i had in their earlier, this is what Master meant. howling out as the big dog continued to pound me like a bitch on heat there was no stopping him, no way i could get away, he kept thrusting so deep, gasping and howling as i was being fucked by a dog while Master and Miss watched.

he kept going and didn't stop till he came inside my cunt holding himself there for a bit before pulling out then hearing Master order me to lick him clean i crawled around to his big cock and started to lick him clean and he pushed forward a bit till it was in my mouth and i was sucking and licking him clean tasting my cum and his cum on his cock and then totally unaware another dog came up behind me as he must of smelt what was going on and before i could move he too was starting to pound me holding me in place as i had the other dogs cock in my mouth.

this other dog felt bigger and heavier then the dog that had previously fucked me, feeling like i was being stretched and used as the bitch i am the dog carried on fucking me till he too had cum and filled me up then pulled out looking over to my Owners they nodded at me knowing what i must do and lick up the cum from his huge cock tasting the salty cum and swallowing it all down. feeling my lead being connected to my collar and a tug i started to crawl away with my Owners as they take me home.

on the way i was told to relieve myself feeling embarrassed i moved over to the side by a bush and squatted down a bit peeing knowing They are watching. once done i was lead away and we got home, i was put back into my cage and chained up again with some food put into my bowl only allowed to use my mouth i started to eat and lap up the water. then the large dildo was inserted into my cunt hole again and i was told that i was allowed to rest and sleep in the cage that night.

Sunday, 2 May 2010

i'm a rubber dolly

wow! another totally amazing experience!

after the night before, where i had been reconditioned to like hoods, which was a great experience in itself- a 20minute orgasm i am told! i had just had a lovely time with Miss and cumming lot's, getting to taste Her too :), when it was time to get me dressed, and i knew what that meant. i started to get a little nervous but excited too, i have never done this before!

it was a little challenge trying to get the rubber suit on me, but with a lot of help from Miss we managed to get it on, then was the moment of truth! putting the last bit on, which was the hood.... but strangely i felt fine with it on and certainly by the end of it all i didn't really notice it was on, which was great!

Master put a red ball gag on me and then i was put on the bed as a rubber dolly, never thought i would be doing this, but so glad i was. Master and Miss started using me like the rubber fuck toy i am, and took it in turns fucking me hard, it felt sooo good and i think i was gushing too! They could certainly slide it pretty easily. i had already lost count as to how many times i had cum!






They left me in the room for a bit, i had no idea how long it was really, but They left me with a vibrator inside me and i was playing with my clit, cumming and cumming. then They came back in and i was put into a harness thing where i was strapped up so my hands where strapped to my side and my legs all together so basically i couldn't move at all and i was blind folded with mittens on and Master put a tens unit into my cunt making me into an electric controlled dolly.

i had to do exactly what They wanted me to do and be a good dolly slut otherwise it would get turned up really high and there was nothing i could do about it, though They could do what they want anyway as i was helpless, totally bound and at Their mercy. The ball gag was taken out to be replaced by a blindfold, heightening my other senses even more.




i think They left me again all bound with electrics coming out and a vibrator on my clit making me cum, again i don't know how many times i came. And i don't know how long i was left too. They came back and Master started to hit me with a cane on my tits, i don't really like the cane but it didn't feel too bad with the rubber on too! plus i was cumming at the same time!


Master and Miss were enjoying using me and i enjoyed them using me! i was also chained to the bed by my collar so i really couldn't go anywhere even if i did manage to wriggle of the bed, i couldn't and i couldn't see where i was going, completely helpless!


i was then taken to another level, which i didn't think was possible, i was a little nervous about having the gas mask on as it was very close to the face, but after a little while i relaxed a bit more about it and Miss came in to play with me some more. i had a re breather attached to me and She was controlling my breathing, and how much oxygen i was getting. the ultimate control, everything about me was being controlled!


This was another mind blowing experience, i wasn't sure where my head was at this point, Miss was controlling my breathing and making me cum at the same time, ask me where i was and what time it was and i don;t think you would of got a very good answer!



Master started to control my breathing too, while Miss was doing wonderful things to my clit and pussy, They were threatening to hurt me if i didn't continue to cum and i think i was just cumming and cumming, over and over. Master talking things in my ear, controlling my breathing and playing with my tits and nipples, Miss was also saying things, i think She had the cane in Her hands and was using the wand on me, They both were generally doing wonderful things and i was just taken to another place, nothing i have experienced before!


the re breather was taken off at some point, i knew this cause i had Master's cock in my mouth and He as fucking my mouth, using His rubber fuck toy again, the same time as Miss was making me cum over and over as i tasted Master's cock. i then was lucky enough to watch as Master was masturbating and i got to lick and suck on Miss' nipples as He came. at the end i got to have a special drink with Master's cum and strawberry juice...


i don't know how much i came after that, i was completely broken in a wonderful way and i think shortly after i must of passed out dreaming of all the amazing things that have just happened to me! Thank You Master and Miss for this experience, it is something i will never forget.


Saturday, 1 May 2010

i'm a filthy slut and my Master knows it

i first started to think dirty things when i was about 14/15 and well it kinda grew from there, i had a boyfriend, well a slightly older boyfriend, and we just started to explore some very basic things like being tied to the bed with his ties and i found it quite exciting so i started to search on the net and find out more about it all and what its about.

and the thoughts grew from there and i found more and more things started to turn me on and i would get excited about it all. most of my relationships have been with Doms or Dommes, having had a Master to begin with then introduced to a Mistress, which i think was my first experience with another women! as i had been thinking a lot about having experiences with a Women and being dominated and used and well i got curious.

i was still pretty young then and i guess i just wanted to 'see what it was all about' going to meet her i was pretty nervous and probably not very safe about it all, but then it turned out i was to be with her for about two years, during that time i went to the ball and had a few new experiences there, which was actually on my 18th birthday! just legal :)

after splitting from her and being with another Dom for couple years while i was at Uni, then afterwards seeing another one but on and off, there was something i was craving more i guess. there was a time when i was thinking what am i doing, is this normal etc, and tried not to think about it but it kept coming back to it and i wanted to be owned and serve. especially after having a couple of years of not doing much at all.

During that time i found myself reading stories on the Internet and some things i would read would turn me on but they would be really dirty things and i kinda wanted to read them but not at the same time, however my pussy would seem to like them! and i guess i started to think about things more and wanting to make some things into reality. when asked what i am into etc i would say most of the usual things i guess, like bondage, control and serving. although some of the things i have read about that i found exciting but wasn't too sure of i wouldn't really say about as i guess in some way i was a bit scared in saying them and wouldn't know how to really.

Then i found my Master and Miss, and it's kinda scary cause Master seems to know what is going on in my head and the same thing happens when He starts to talk about really dirty and i guess extreme things, i seem to get turned on by it and He knows it. so yes kinda busted on that front but it is comforting to know that they know and, that i am with the right Owners. i just find it hard to express my thoughts sometimes but i think Master and Miss are starting to help bring that out of me.